Friday, April 13, 2007

Not just another new year

"Shubho noboborsho" to everyone. To me also. As the title says this new year is literally going to be a new one for me, probably for the first time in my life.

It's been all the same before, from one class to another, from one semester to the other, but this time, from one life to other. Yes, my student life is probably going to be over or going to have a big pause for the moment and professional life will take over soon.

I'm not going to say that this change is all of a sudden. Yes it was evident, inevitable. Of all the years I've passed, I've always wanted to grow up, like everybody I guess. And now is the time when I say I don't want. I really don't.

It was the story of every class. I knew there's no turning back of time. Accepting the fact, I always wanted to get over with it quickly. But the story never changed. It was always easier in the last class or the class before that. But this time when I know for sure that there will be no attending of classes, studying for pass, no threat from exams, I am afraid to step in. I want to go back. Go back to the the life of being a student, enjoying the times with my friends and family. I am afraid of bearing the responsibility that's going to be vested upon me pretty soon.

I was never afraid of anything. Believe me anything in my life (Omit the case before DEPT exam, when I was pretty much sure that i was going to fail for the first time in my life, second time if you consider 'drawing' as a subject in class 6. Fortunately that didn't happen, god bless sarwar sir.). But "the funniest dude" of my friends, "the coolest boro bhai" of my juniors, "most carefree person" in my family is now a little bit concerned. How will be the next life?

The change I first noticed on 12th April '07. After I made my CV (If you are looking for a software engineer, mail me [shafi@csebuet.org] for my CV.) . So I can split life into "before making the CV" and "life after it". Relisource, a renowned software company, is coming to BUET for campus recruitment. So, finally, I made my resume with a wish of fulfilling my long cherished dream of a career as a software engineer. It'll be very tough, as almost all of my classmates are going to fight for a position for there. But that's not a problem, competition is everywhere nowadays. But after I made my CV, certain things that weren't with me ever, have captured my thoughts. Evil thoughts like worry, anxiety! I wish I could remain the same as I was before...

So many things have left to do, can I restart my life?
Posted by Dewan M Ibtesham Shafi at Friday, April 13, 2007
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  1. Shafi Bhaia,

    Shubho NoboBorsho.I wish this new year will bring the best change in your life and you will place yourself as the best software engineer of this world. Because you have the quality to do so.

    So don't worry. Its really very important to keep full failth in yourself. Remember You are from one of the best Engineering University. You just needn't to worry at all.

    Just you have to keep your eyes open for Job world. You know this world is not as beautiful as we hope when we graduate. I wish you can start your life with such a company who will make your every morning smiling, You can show your creativity at your work place and also I wish you can have lots fun.

    Make Your Vision about life clear. Remember Its you who have to decide what You want to Be in life and what you want to present to your family and what your plan for contributing to the society.

    Just too Many task if you want to be the best in your life. You should start working in your extra times. You have to sacrifice many things to Be successful.

    Ha Ha...!! Now don't get scare with my Big comments. Cause I know Inshallah you will be very successful in every sphare of your life. Good Luck and All the best....:)

    Oh! Another important thing Don't follow anyone hehe...Just Keep eyes open for special scopes in life...Have smile......bye Bye...:)

    wishes,

    Esha :)
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  2. Huge turning point, na? :) atobochhorer student life shesh... asholeo besh bhoyer... ki jeno ekta kotha achhe na, know evil is better?

    beshi chinta koiren na ... ei notun lifetao ekshomoy chena hoye jabe .. shurute hoito ektu kharap lagbe... ke jane notun life pochhondo hobe ki na.. tobe definitely ovvosto hoye jaben :)

    sorry, i couldn't be more encouraging ... 3 bochhoreo canadake pochhondo korte partesi na :P what do u expect? hehe ... apni eshe ektu ektu pochhondo koray diye jan ;)

    Shuvo Noboborsho ar Happy New Beginning :)
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  3. Hey x-( how come comment e poster er nam shob small letter hoye jay? x-( make it auto... my name looks disgusting x-( grrrr...

    btw.. ei msg ta ke dilo? Tare ami block korbo x-( Shafi bananta Safi hoise ... grrr
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  4. Bhaia jiboner ekta notun oddhay shuru hochhe apnar.kintu jibon
    kintu agertai achhe.jani eta huge change.kintu dekhben jebhabe protita shomoy badhagulo par hoye esechhen ei chapter o shebhabei par hoye jabe.

    apnar student life oshadharon ketechhe.dekhben e somoy tai apnake prerona jogabe jiboner baki badhaguloke otikrom korte.dekhben kichhu manush jara ekhon o achhe ora tokhono pashe thakbe.
    koto notun notun manush ashbe jibone!dekhben tader kachheo apni'the funniest dude" othoba
    "the coolest boro bhai"hoben.keno emon hobena jokhon apni eki manush?

    ar jodi kichhu koshto ashe jibone tahole bolbo manusher jibone
    koshto na ashatai hoyto osshavabik.ekta shomoy ashe jokhon amra koshto niye beche thakte obbhosto hoye jay.hoyto shobai parena kintu apni eto weak na ami jani.

    arekta kotha ,amra jokhon e ekta notun oddhaye probesh kori
    amader kichhu obolomboner proyojon hoy jeta amra ager oddhay ta theke pai.jodi shei shomoygulo helay hariye dei dekha
    jay amader hate kichhui thaklo na.tokhon samner poth shugom hobe ki kore?amra ki khono bhebe dekhi amader sesh oddhay kemon hobe?

    onek onek shuvechha:)
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  5. congrats! amar 1 yr o tor shoitese na! i wanna get rid of student life too!! ASAP! hope you'll make it to the company you're looking to work for.
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  6. Shuvo Noboborsha to you too Shafi.

    Thanks for your AS tips, I am seeing more $, but with the expense of site design of my liking.
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  7. grrrrr x-( dekha jachche amar comment tai lamest x-( *kicks meself* grrr ki r kora <:(>

    jonoiko bolod bolechhen jonmer shomoy amar mukhe modhu dite bhule gesilo shobai B-) ... you can't change your past can you? :P joldi joldi porikkha shesh kore blogging e regular hon :)
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  8. Happy belated New Year! You know what I was thinking while looking at your profile pic?? That you look like George Stroumbolopoulous! (I think I got the spelling wrong somewhere...)
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  9. hmm... porikkhay pass korechhi onek bar... result jemon-i hok anonde mon chheye gechhe - 'ei class-ta to paar korte perechhi!'..... ebar-i prothom pass kore kosto pabo :(

    good luck, shafi, in new life.
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  10. I love the blog that you have. I was wondering if you would link my blog to yours and in return I would do the same for your blog. If you want to, my site name is American Legends and the URL is:

    www.americanlegends.info

    If you want to do this just go to my blog and in one of the comments just write your blog name and the URL and I will add it to my site.

    Thanks,
    David
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  11. Should i scare u n say.. "yes shafi life will never be the same" LOL no i wont.. well yeah u have taken a huge step n to be honest congratulations to u guys its not easy following ure goal..=)congrats for making ure life worth while.. be positive.. u appear to be quite practical i think u have been ready for this world a long long time ago..there is no pont in looking back there just mere memories now n keep them that way dont let it affect ure future... n u can look down on us n laugh "muhaha another 4 years" x-( dont be so fritend .. if u r like this.. who do we have to look up to.. remeber as u get older u become a role model for more ppl becoz u will go through countless obstacles.. so cheer up.. buddy n i am sure u have.. dont worry b happy..(hope this didnt sound like a counsiling sestion)
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  12. Thanks everyone for your comments.

    The bengali fob, unfortunately I don't know "George Stroumbolopoulous" :(

    David, I am not interested in link exchange, I only link to blogs which I like. :)

    Eshon, most of the comments did sound like kinda consolation message. :P So don't worry.
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  13. areeeeeeeee apniiiiii, koto diiiiiin por!!! office kemon lagtese???
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